sometimes u wonder wat u are working for. trying so hard to catch up with the elites, working doubly hard to chase space. you know u're a slow starter and very well know that u've already lost the first steps in the marathon. some things u cant change and have to accept gracefully or miserably.
you just continue to move and push, hoping they make a difference, hoping pushing in all directions would be appreciated, the small details will shine out in comparative, but in whose eyes it might differ
but then, u know deep down that all this may not be enough, ur best may not be good enough in other's eye. even thou so, wat can u do, sulk and die sulking?
they say u control u fate, u can choose what u want to do everyday, wat to eat or where to go, even right down to which toilet to use, but all this small choices dun really make a difference do they?
you are borned here, this country, this era, this set of parents and number of values that u are taught to uphold. this big choices arn in your control and sometimes you really wonder if ur here to make up the numbers.
posted by ikaira @ 4:15 PM,
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At 5:57 AM,
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Well written article.
