im feeling it again, the pressure to need to make it out, to be something, to be rich, to lead a high life, u know... those kinda days.
had dinner with my poly mates, and this further reignited the idea. most of them are already climbing the corporate ladder or simply shaping their life in the way they want. and where am i? it is exactly this sort of days which frustrate the hell out of me
here i am, stuck with 1.5years of liability. no matter how hard i push or keep up with the high standard, i still only see the 450 odd increase each month. so much so much so much out there that i want to do, but all out of my reach. to add on, the only thing that is within my reach is something that i do not want to do. enlighten me please, wat purpose is this for?
sometimes its these sort of days that make a.w.o.l seem all so worthwhile.
posted by ikaira @ 11:30 PM,
4 Comments:
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At 12:00 AM,
Ed RockStar said...
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guess it is for u to realise that u cant have it easy. this in turn will force u to push urself further. every thing has a reason. u will see it someday. till then, good luck.
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At 2:07 PM,
doggi3 said...
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Haven chat with u for long time. Still popping by to read this space once in a while. Take lotsa care ya? ^^
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At 8:19 PM,
ikaira said...
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hey there,
yea, its been a long time and ur blog has vanished somehow.
yup yup, i will take lotsa care.
like they say, a short break is to allow a longer run -
At 8:20 PM,
ikaira said...
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yea, luck is exactly wat i need.
give it all to me on mon and thurs yea, and occasional ones on sats or suns.
