Crossroad
Friday, April 22, 2011
And here I am, 4 months apart, its so long apart that long might not be the right word to actually describe how long it actually is.
These four 4 mths have been nothing but busy, so much so that for good or bad, i truly have no idea. Am feeling a little burnt out, am feeling a little more comfortable with the food i eat, am a little more willing to indulge with the tiny things not necessary, but for one things im very sure of - much less time.
thinking back on a phrase i just happen to sprout out during a conversation "be careful of what you truly wish for, cause you will surely get it"
I once wished for money, as if nothing was more impt than money, not even work-life balance, sleep, indulgences. To the extend that extra siew mai on top of a dim sum breakfast dosen seem worthy of its price, unless necessary i'll more than willing to not get that canned drink, u get the gist.
first off, i aint a millionaire, nowhere near it btw, nor am i going to be one anytime soon, but i aint exactly scrapping for survival that sort, u know... too rich to be poor, too poor to be rich, the sandwich class, being average, how appropriate - the word AVERAGE.
but 2 years down the road since stepping into society, started with a lil stubbornness and sheer ignorance and hitting the road less taken, hitting bricks, walls, mud, rain, storm, watever you call it, i arrived where i am.
The boss mentioned " we should always look for a quantum leap in 3 years" and although im 1 year short of my 3 year, i think my first 3 year period is up, the next is the crux, whether i can get myself up to the next level and better myself"
and so here comes the bomb : CROSSROAD.
The sacrifice vs comfort battle;
The venom vs spider-man battle;
The now vs future battle;
So the best thing to do is to sleep it off, let it settle and think about it again in due time. So long.
posted by ikaira @ 12:34 AM,
