i just finished a game of dota and im already bored, nowadays even dota dosen satisfy me.
and before dota, i was out prawning, and even that dosen make me feel happy, not that its not fun, it sure is fun but just not enough to keep it going for the night or without the adrenaline / kick it used to have.
im sure dota and prawning haven not changed any bit, its all just me, but i cant help but feel this way
in fact, the thing that keeps me wanting to wake up on scheudle is chinese drama serials aired on channel 8 from 2.30pm - 4.30pm, how sad is that.
and after the daily drama serials, i play a game of dota, have dinner either at school or nearby and start my night classes.
after that i come home feeling either i wasted my 4 bucks of petrol or gd thing i went cos this topic should be in the exam
and knowing that i wun be able to qualify for a degree with distinction makes lessons all the more mundane. i feel less wanting to copy notes or take down every single detail cos it dosen really matter when the back of my mind tells me i will still graduate just like any other one with or without hardwork, so why work harder, a degree is still a degree, nothing more, nothing less
and since ord, i kinda feel u dun actually need to study so hard to actually make it big, and i dun aim for the sky either. but it was gd ns was boring and i signed up for the night classes cos im forced to finish it having 4 more mths to go, if ns was interesting, I might have postponed my bachelor studies.
that basically sums up my current mood and I really cant wait for the degree to finish where i can finally see the money
posted by ikaira @ 2:54 AM,
