its 6 already and i still have no desire to sleep, the father's alarm clock has rang the 2nd time which means hes getting up soon and will be occupying the bathroom and kitchen area.
this is exactly the time i wish fatigue would just come and grab me my the collar. i should be enjoying my well deserved holidays and not waiting to be tired or thinking about how to survive with lesser money.
just imagine 3 mths earlier i managed a mere 5 hrs eye shut daily and every single morning, i have no wish or want to wake up. i practically drag my ass to the bathroom and then the work place, and by 10+ im already half dead. lunch break was solely meant for an essential 1hr nap to freshen up. all for that piece of paper i said. that piece of paper.
although the last sem/hurdle would only start in july, i can feel the shit coming. the shit is coming.
posted by ikaira @ 6:13 AM,
