its 4am in the morning. took a peek in friendster while waiting for the hair to dry. the feeling of reminicience keeps crushing back like waves hitting the shoreline. the days of nyp, of attachment, birthdays, gatherings, presentations so much time spent together, experiences forged. memories nailed deep in the head.
It saddens me a lil to know that things wun be the same as last time, everyone has their stuff to move on to and grow up with, and as more and more things come plumping in, more and more responsibilites are added, and the hands get tight with so much activities that some have to give way.
i guess this would be the best explanation why ppl come and go. peering at friends' photos and realising these why im not inside really shows i should make more effort to stay tight.
how to say, it was fate that brought all of us together yet its choices that make ppl part.
to my dearest godson joshua, whom i have not made time to watch you grow, it pains me to only find out from friendster pictures that you can actually stand and hair now fills your head, not memtioning you have a very bright smile which could brighten any gloomy day.
its your 1 yr old birthday yet im not around to commerate this occasion.
hopefully all is not too late.
posted by ikaira @ 3:47 AM,
