Old Fart?
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
5 years back, i started blogging with intentions of recording down wat happened during my time up north-west. 5 years later, with a growing tummy and growing desire for beer and mahjong, im still living my life, in the same house, using the same computer, table lights yada yada...
7 years back right after o levels, i was still naive and didnt give another thought and brought just SGD300 to the land of smiles.
7 years later, i can help but frown over the funds required for next month's macau trip.
was it because i understood more from the world? i doubt, cause im still struggling, and some things are still messed up.
It sure sounds like the older i get, the more i've lost, lost the naivety, lose the guts, afraid to lose(ever seen a kid play any sport just not to lose? they play to win), afraid to step out of conformity.
Its like a deep deep tunnel, the longer we're in it, the more we get corrupted.
posted by ikaira @ 2:15 AM,
