Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
Cause I'm without you
How I'm missing you so bad
Where was my head
Where was my heart
Now I cry alone in the dark
I lay awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do

I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
Just how good you were to me
You confessed your love
Undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free
And now I'm left
With all this pain
I only got myself to blame
Why didn't I know it(How much I loved you baby)
Why couldn't show it(If I had only told you)
When I had the chance
Oh I had the chance

Oohhhhhh... la la la la la la
I drive myself crazy'
Ahhh... oh so crazy
Lalalalala... oh oh oh oh
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake (made a mistake)
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I lie awake I drive myself crazy (I drive myself crazy, crazy, crazy... yeah)
Drive myself crazy
Made a mistake
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do

posted by ikaira @ 6:24 AM, ,


whenever i walk pass a song kah, i'll practise wat to say to the family members should such occasion arrives, should i say "jie ai shun bian", "guo qu de jiu rang ta guo qu". both have their special meaning, but somehow i still dun feel its appropriate to fully word out the feeling. somehow or another, it will still bring out a feeling of contradicting the goodness of the deceased. logically or illogically, somehow this is the best phrase " yi lu shun feng".

but when the real occasion came, as unexpected as it always is, my lips sticked, i didnt manage to say anithing. cos words are redundant now.

posted by ikaira @ 6:13 AM, ,


3 things u should nv lose in life

1. passion

2. attitute

3. hope

with these 3, any mountain is climbable.

remember that

remember that well.

posted by ikaira @ 6:10 AM, ,


"Bizarre Love Triangle"
Every time i think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

posted by ikaira @ 3:45 AM, ,


gaming
Tuesday, February 14, 2006

this is how dota slowly eats into your life. u know that it is just like another computer game, u dun understand how other ppl become addicted by playing just a computer game. u began thinking to yourself, " down to the core, its just a computer game? dun ppl have better thigns to do den to sit infront of a com for hours" u feel that if ur in their shoes, u could control, u can priortize wat u wanna do. but sooner, gamming became the latest trend, all ur frens are playing it. u joined.

these are the signs to show that u are getting addicted.
  1. you sleep late at night, everyday at about 4-5am in the morning.
  2. when u lose you previous match, u get pek chek, u get low-moraled, u dun have the mood for anything
  3. u always look for ur dota khakis once ur logged onto msn
  4. u know where to dl the latest update and latest map available
  5. u understand terms such as noob, tard, b, w, btm g
  6. u practically know wat items to buy, why is it gd for u, how much it cost
  7. once u choosed ur hero, u already got the whole game plan mapped out
  8. u are able to find reasons to explain why u get this item instead of that
  9. u hate quitters
  10. u get so so fed up when it reaches 2am, cos it is the time anti spyware automatically starts
  11. when u are out with ur frens, u talk about dota

take a look here=======>http://www.dumpalink.com/media/1118152812/Reallife_Counterstrike

look at how obsessed ppl are about gaming.

posted by ikaira @ 4:15 AM, ,


Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be allright
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

posted by ikaira @ 3:52 PM, ,


poverty trap - trapped for life.

lessons learnt - as each genertion passes, there are always important lessons untaugh.

passion - if u dun find it yourself, it'll be lost forever

attitute - fall alone, but climb together

posted by ikaira @ 12:21 AM, ,