looking at everyone's journey, it makes me wonder. everyone doing their own stuff, striving their own way out, complaining their own things.
some are still there, but some have already evaporated, we're all just a phone call away remember.
once, we used to see each n everyone at least twice a week, now its even hardly once per month. once, rules were nothing but meant to be broken, but now, although we still break them once or twice,we nv looked as free as before.
once, company was the only medicine to feel free, now each walking their own path.
is this realli called blending into society? we once grow together, walked together, do every single stupid thing with our innocence, without hiding, being critised, being coloured, but most importantly, being ourselves.
the saying goes, at least our paths once crossed. but during that once, it was one above one another or at least parallelled, now? each searching for its own self-proclaimed destination.
it was so hard yet so coincidental that we met along this line, this place, which forged huge memories.
all age n size, doing different things, but walking together.
we never questioned about the future, but now it seems like the latter had already designated a specific plan for each and everyone of us.
just like dragon balls, once the 7 balls are united, they burst out in seperate directions. maybe we're all fated to just meet once this lifetime.
omg, im turning 20.
i just wish i can skip this part, finding my own way, looking for directions in the big big jungle.
directly transmute me into the part where im alrady married, with kids, n ready to finish up the 2nd half of my life.
posted by ikaira @ 5:53 AM,
