spore

spore is a dagerous place,
home is always home
home always changes one's feelings, emotions,
attitute towards things,
the whole mindset

so seductive yet so dangerous.

makes u feel so sucked into money just to make ends meet. so spore

brainwashing u on all the mindset and values u sweared upon. the numerous goals u have set to attained, the things u always wanted to do.

slowly, one step by one step, just like climbing down and endless spiral staircase, u dun know that ur moving slowly, but ur feet just moves slowly yet insignificantly.

before u even notice ur movement, u have already swayed 1 quart nearer to the destination.

all the things that u deemed right nv seem right again, it starts with a spot of grey, slowly evolving to a patch and den the whole surrounding is grey.

nv being differentiated between white and black, u stay in the comfort zone, nv want to make a point or make a sound to announce existence.

soon, time flew

posted by ikaira @ 10:24 PM, ,


job

some reminiscence.

one step of armstrong equals one giant leap for mankind.

one short stay in chennai equals a lifetime of knowledge.

im gonna anaylze soccer like how i analyze airport transfer charges. like how axn number's work, by putting a winning formula into it.

sat and sun will be the 2 working days for my new part time job.

floppers pte ltd in the making

i shall be rich. spore is not a place for the poor

be rich or die trying

posted by ikaira @ 4:13 AM, ,


hi


Walking into the deserted forest, alone, with the path all but clear and full of pot holes
yet theres no end to the horizon, no destination in sight
the surroundings look so symetrical, like i've been here before, maybe i was walking here all along...
Looking at the trees, it made me wonder....
do they have a choice to stay here and not move?

A sense of meaning,
Meaning of why moving.
This is just a short path,
Path leading to a brighter future.
A compamy of trees,
Trees to give fuifilment.
The distant looks nearer now,
Now that each steps feels lighter.
Potholes now looks easier to dodge,
Dodging into society.

posted by ikaira @ 12:42 PM, ,


whole again

does a country become the same after a war?

i guess this is the feeling im comtemplating with at the moment.

Since the short trip to india, things were never the same.

nowadaes, i feel so seperated, so unwhole. it feels like i left a piece of myself somewhere, showhow not being able to retrive and fix it back to the last spot of the puzzle.

its not that i miss india, its not that i cant let go. its totally nothing to do with india at all.

on the other hand, it is also india that let opened and never opened window, embraced all never provoked thoughts, insights, blended and ingrained them into one of the roots deep down in the ground

so now, just like returning to the native place, do i still belong here this era, this country? or just that the world is just a stage always waiting for showtime?

showtime influenced by environment and surrounding needed to impress ppl and show that u have the quality?... wateva's wateva.

Time and the world wun stop ticking or spinning just becos of this mere being with this unlogical thought. just gotta embrace and accept it and bring it along with mi. not to forget but to bring it along.

along till time and surrounding nv mattered.

posted by ikaira @ 2:46 AM, ,


hahaha

Hi Shu Xiang and Jia Rui
This is Ms Ong from The Travel Connect.

Your flight returning on 05 Nov is auto cancelled. Had called Indian Airlines in Chennai to reinstate your flight but it's on waiting list now.
They have confirmed for you an earlier timing departing on 05 Nov at 0055hrs. Meaning you have to check-in at airport on 04 Nov 05 night.

Can you call Indian Airlines in Chennai at 91 44 2345 3366 140 to check on the status? Please remember to call them to reconfirm your flight or make changes should you want to change the timing. Else they will charge you no-show fee if you did not turn up at the airport on 04 Nov. It's a public holiday in Singapore on 03 Nov.

Please call me or sms at 98488255 once you received this email. Regards
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posted by ikaira @ 7:31 PM, ,