Change of winds
Thursday, November 26, 2009

When i was younger, i always wanted to act older, act mature, civil. But when im not longer young now, i want to be younger, relive those days i did not get to enjoy previously.

The older i get the more i understood no matter from how prestigiously civil or down low immature, or right smack in the middle average, you will still be judged. mere trying to be average just dosen cut anymore.

Think i grew up too fast chasing after things that I should not be chasing.

posted by ikaira @ 3:10 PM, ,


Yesterday's Life
Tuesday, November 17, 2009

This title just came upon me and its so true it scares me. Every today is the result of every Yesterday's Life. Now i truly appreciate wat the sch quote meant "Age Quod Agis : Do Well in Watever You Do"

posted by ikaira @ 1:02 AM, ,


What was I thinkin
Friday, November 13, 2009

Sometimes people get so blinded that you really dunno what you are doing, living in the moment maybe?

its like u've reached your pitstop after a bumpy road, looking back at the just traveled road and go "what the f*** was i thinking" taking a forest trail instead of the highway, wasting all the freaking time and energy.

but theres always a silver lining at the end of everything, now you've grown and understood that making decisions does not necessary equate to living in the moment but those same decisions might actually make you not live in the moment.

Not gaining might actually be a better choice than losing

posted by ikaira @ 11:35 AM, ,


Letting it Settle
Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Nearing a quarter, i've more or less established what i hold dear through all the bruises and knocks. but the sad thing is humans need to be reminded all the time, and the worst thing is im the worst of the memory lot.

Then the thought of inking ran right through.

On a separate note, i cant help but think about this phrase "product of my environment". am i actually able to make my own choice?

posted by ikaira @ 5:41 PM, ,


Product of my Environment
Tuesday, November 10, 2009

One thing that I've started to appreciate and understand since taking my maiden step into society was: nv think you've reach the end, nv think ur on high ground, cos once u've have that mentality, ur screwed. The whole journey or in another words ur entire lifetime of workable hours, u'll nv reach such safe grounds where u get paid to not do anything.

That leads to what am i actually working for? money for the ultimate retirement? growth for personal betterment? or simply for the sake of it?

posted by ikaira @ 9:40 PM, ,


Jumping the Gun
Tuesday, November 03, 2009

One more to add in the lessons nv to be forgotten "Nv Jump the Gun" Do the now things as well as you can, leave tomorrow for tomorrow.

posted by ikaira @ 9:55 PM, ,