i was supposed to be in squad 37 and 38 which are the a-dip squads. it literally means a level and diploma students squad. and it also means that these 2 squads can take an officer course which if they graduate from and are hand picked, would be national service police inspector. but due to my colour blindness, im being transfered to squad 33, with me and lance(who also have colour blindness) to be 2 of the 4 ppl in the whole 39 people who have a diploma cert.
ok, enough of that.
theres something im scared of... being too accepting of regimentation that i lose the humanity and the sanity of the outside world. the genuinity of our smiles and not the forced compliments for ranks bigger than us. its hard to mantain humane in such an environment i guess?
btw, our whole squad were being punished and guessed wats the punishment. a hand written essay. 900 words essay of discipline, integrity and orders. and an angmoh is in charge of my squad.
posted by ikaira @ 1:44 PM,
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3 wks into ns. 2nd book out. basically life still sucks and i will will still eventually die, so it dosen really matter than much whether im in ns or not or army or police. thats the ultimate ain it?
im not saying that ns life sucks but contradictingly its actually a gd thing. we're given a whole 2 years of time to think of our future and decide on the path that we wanna take to reach our own destination. 2 years to see more of the world, and in this period its where the boys turn to men. its good for stupid men but bad for clever men. why is it good for stupid men? in this 2 years,
- ppl who have absolutely no idea in life will get at least some idea
- ppl who nv felt they belong might finally find a place where they belong
- ppl who nv thought of the future will start to see further
- ppl who thought education was a bunch of crap might start to live their life in with this crap
to sum it up, ppl who are slow get a chance to catch up. a whole 2 years to catch up with the league leaders
why is it bad for clever men? in this 2 years
- they mix with stupid ppl, there is a chance they'll be influenced to become stupid as well
- when they are influenced, they lose the drive and mentality to strive and make it out (heard of the chi saying jing zu ze chi, jing muo ze hei?
- there is a possibility of being turning mad, cos they dun understand why some ppl cannot take in information by saying it once.
- they dun understand why ppl have to keep asking the communication incharge of wats the next lesson and wat times it when there is a timetable pasted at each bunk
- they get pumped becos the same people are always late
- they get fucked becos theres always a right marker who cannot march after 3 wks of marching
- they feel sick when guys do not lift up the toilet bowl to urine
- they feel double sick when the standing urinal can be flooded by urine till it floods out and onto the floor
- they feel stupid when the classmates cant even pronounce appreciation or deprived
with so much cons than pros, everyone should start praying that they be borned stupid, and the world would have world peace. cos stupid ppl wun fight stupid ppl, they only wanna talk cock, gamble, relac one corner, bargain and speak languages that nobody understand. thats the ultimate solution for world peace.
posted by ikaira @ 2:30 PM,
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